My name is Emily and I'm an outgoing, funny, sarcastic girl. I love hockey, dance and cheer leading. I was diagnosed with three types of depression, severe anxiety and chemical dependency. I grew up in a home without a dad for three years and lots of emotional and some physical abuse which was a factor in my spiraling depression. I never felt "good enough" for anyone. I cut myself for five years and have struggled with many negative thoughts about myself which lead to several suicide attempts. I was bullied in elementary school and dealt with abandonment issues. I eventually turned to drugs and drinking for relief from this reality I wanted no part of. I lied to family and friends about my addiction and now have a criminal record. I have been hospitalized twice for a suicide attempt and for my chemical dependency. I have been through many years of counselling and therapy which wasn't helpful. I bottled all my emotions up inside of me until I exploded with anger, hurt, and frustration. I am still recovering but I hope I can be an inspiration to others on their road to recovery.

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